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，她已经吃了药不是吗？这样的痛，她能忍住，可以撑住下来！她要活着，要活着。                                                                                                             可笑吗？像她这样的人，根本就没有任何存在的必要，却还是想要活着。虽然明知自己的si活没人会在乎，虽然明知活着没有任何意义。可她还是想活着，不明就理的想要活。                                                                                                             她活了几千年，仍是不厌倦呢！偏偏就是有这么多人厌倦她了。如神山之人，如众界之人，如……生姐。                                                                                                             闲暇之余，她总是会透过水镜偷看人间百态，想看看所谓的人间之情，是否也如她这一般。越看得多，便越觉得那所谓的“情”竟是那般遥不可及，有时她宁愿自己只是个凡人。也好过神山之上，这漫长永无止尽的日子。                                                                                                             疼痛还在增加，璎珞已经痛到麻林了，只余一丝神智在提醒着自己，撑下去，撑下去，一定要活着。                                                                                                             不知道这种想法从何而来，却是支持璎珞忍受这痛苦的理由，这没有理由的理由！                                                                                                             “尊主！”门外有恭敬的声音响起。                                                                                                             “进来！”屋内红衣nv子回身，顺手掩去身后水镜上的影像，目视进来的老者“何事？”                                                                                                             进来的人正是福叔，他恭敬的躬身行了个礼：“尊主，老朽有一事不明？”                                                                                                             妍汐在正位上坐下，不紧不慢的道：“说！”                                                                                                             “尊主竟然不愿把归魂给二主，又何必再赐云夕？”                                                                                                             “你是认定我，不念姐妹之情，枉顾她的生si？”她双眼轻眯。                                                                                                             “属下不敢！”                                                                                                             “不错，我是不在乎她是不是我的妹妹！”不想妍汐大方承